HAI ok des....this is an entry of worries...so flist....do read on if you're interested...i just have to let this outta my head....
NUMBER 1:
I'll be in Beijing from May 1st to AUgust 1st.......I'm apparently being sent to Tsinghua University (anyone going there now?) ......I'm going to loose my mind...no LJ in BEIJING!!! whaaattt???!!!
what am I going to do....no JE for 3 months!
dear friends! if you have links for non-LJ JE updates and downloads....I want it onegaishimasu!!
NUMBER 2:
I'm presented with a possible scholarship grant to TODAI....to finish my PhD there....
BUT.....I'll be old when i graduate....I'll be an Ara30! I don't want to be an obassan! an old OL!
but high point is....i get to go to Tokyo for free....I get to have good job prospects....I would most probably be the closest i can get to JE!!
But otherwise.....should I go?....maybe not?.......i want to go back to working full time and stop this part time job and side-line projects.....I think this is wearing me down....
so Should I GO or NOT?